soo much assignments to do...sobs*

aiyah today is saturday altho it feels like sunday..coz everyone is out like every sunday and i usualli go out on saturrdayyz..>.< sigh o wells..im kinda dead tired and too cold to go out todays..altho..tonight..haha hrmm!!
*coFfs*..this blog is going to be another random like all my other ones..coz im bored and full of shiet..haha =/
err yerr..hrmm,
life is gettn better...yay haha wel, not reali..school is kinda crazyeee...too much work to do ..every since the first day of term iv been having tests and assignments every single day of the weeek.....one after anotherr..sigh...however, we finish school at 2.50 agen so yay..that is goood..^_^~~ oso being wanted feels v nice...=) hehe sighh..i tink i like u! haha =P
hrm wel i better do my work..i cant think atm..too much is going on and i duno wut to write..
i tink i should stop writing here..unless i got stuff to say..lol..>.< shOosh*
okok hav a fun weeekend dudes and dudettes!!! *muAkz*

blEHhh!!

FUK OFF TINA..hahaha no way u givn him this sitE!!! dont be mean!! lol....

haha newaise, the last blog i posted was a fukd up day..>.< yer imma see him tonight..lol
blEH newaise, i am siCk...stoopid weather..alwaise colD...sigh!
i hav nothing much to rite today...im at school and it is boring..and that dodgy e-messenger is not working today..but then, who would be on at this time of day!? lol
hRmmmm w/e's are here..finally* but i got sooo much hwk to do...i gotsa econs oral to do on monday and on tuesday i got a maths test...*fUk* and wed got an accounting test..and today i got an accountin essay!!! arggHh!..ever since the first day bak to skul iv had a test to do every single fukn day...aaiyyahhh soooo  sad...sobs sobs*
lala..newaise, i gona go now..im wastin ppls time..and boring everyone out wit me and mai bs...!! =P
take cares all..lol byEBye..hav fun at skul kiddies..haha ^_^

confuszled..

today me been thinkn alot abt my boi..hrm i duno if he likes me?? sighhh..im soo confused coz i got these thoughts in my head and i duno wtf is happening? sigh..i askd around some fwens to try and get out the truth, but i guess hrm iwl never know unless i ask him hor!? aiyahh ..i nearli cried today too..in scHoool..lol >.< EeeEk.. bois bois bois..i duno wut to do wit ems! aiyahh i wana cry agen! lol...fukn bs...
hrm it goes like this..i like u...i tink im fallin deeper..but i duno if u feel the same..?? i kno it been very fast and we hav onli been together a little while...but sometimes i get the feeling that u dont like me ..that way. hrm u told me abt the dare and that made me think...whether u wer juz presured to do it, and if they didnt dare wut would happen then? =/
iv talkd to my friends abt what u did to me bfo we wer together and then now i tell them we together they say im stoopid and i shouldnt trust u! >.< hrm but i hav the other ones hu say if u reali like him then juz go fo him, and he is a loyal guy and u can trust him!! =S aiyahh i would reali want for this to work..or at least try it for a bit longer..coz i duno wut would happen to me if we break..coz me alreadi fukn cried for u and i tink that this will trigger it fo sure *duH!* sigh.. but then if u dont like me then i guess it the best for u to let go, and since i like u, i think i would want u to be happy! sighh..how am i gona tell u abt how im feeling ryt now?? when am i going to see u next?? hrm ...
sometimes i feel like u dun feeel the same becoz u dun act it...i mean, wen we are out we hav fun together and all is good..but then wen i dont see u, u never call or msg and i think abt u..>.<>.< fukn bs!! aiyahh i duno wut to doo!! i dun wana fall any deeper if u dun reali care!!...so i need to kno.....sigh! but how?? aiyahh!!!
i dun want u to like me coz of a dare! i dun want u to like me coz i cried! i dun want u to like me coz u feel guilty abt wut u did! i want u to like me coz u reali do..coz if u dun iwl end up hurt laters and i guess it better now then later wen maybe..juz maybe i fall in luv wit u..>.< eEek!-that worD!! it scares me! sighh....
hrm i feel a physical attraction between us..hrm i can talk to u wen im wit u...i enjoi all the times wwen i can see u..hrm i duno wut is missing..maybe it stilll the trust, but im sure tat can be regained~maybe we juz got nothing in common? however i wouldnt know coz u havnt told me much abt urself...>.< AIYAH!!! im soo confused!! sighhh soBbz*
*wo hen xi huan ni ..., ke si wo bu zi tao ni xiang wo ma?* i would reali like for this to work..but i guess now it is up to u......if onli u knew how i felt..........

back to schOoool....sigh...

today is tuesday and im in my last class for the first day back at school..sigh how exciting..lol
hrm wel im in digital media atm and im not quite sure wut i am doing! >.< hehe  hrm wel the holidays just have to end when things start to be fun eyy!! that wut alwasie happens..lol
hrm..yesterday i went out wit some fwens to go and study in town..lol we did for a while..but then after we went to lunch our appetite for studying disappeared! lol yer and we all juz bummed around town..hrm vanilla...Mmmm lol n/c..
sigh i tink me ish sick..espesh after sunday night, coz it was frikknn cold i tell u and i was wearn mai kool lil boxers..lol and freezing mai ass off..and i couldnt sleep properly..sobs*

christmas in july..^_^

hehe wel yesterday was christmas in july..hrm no pwessies..haha but im satisfied coz i got myself a boi..lol >.< sigh! it been a v long time since i had a "proper" boi...=/ lol..aiyah and the boi is the same one that i was talkn abt in mai previous posts!! lol..
yer some say that im stoopid..which i think i kinda am..coz i mean, if u think abt it, how can i trust him agen yer!?? but then u see..i like him still !! haha and then i cant juz get over sumone soo fast..(it onli been err tue-fri...hrmm 3 days, and i dun tink i can get over sumone that fast yer??!) yerr sigh so i guess me liking him made me say yes... >.< hehe yerr..
schoool is starting sooon..sobz..one more day left..and guess wat? i havnt done much hwk at all..sigh! #25 angel-jess simpson on AT40 haha every sunday on 92.9 ..american top 40 hosted by ryan seacrest!! lol it kickz assss!!!! haha u kno, number one for the past 8 weeks has been hooobastank - the reason!! sighhh!! haha i luv that song soo much..it soo nice! ^_^
hrm wel imma attatch a pic of me and mai lil bro..haha i tink its pweddi cute..altho he is a very annoying liddle piece of shiet..!!! lol.he found out mai website..>.< eek !! i mean, this page..sigh omGG..hahah hopefulli he dun go on thens..sigh..*siff ey* lol aiyahh!! o wait shiet..mai daddy deleted that hello thingy that u need to upload fotos on this bloG page..siighH!!! o wels..u missed out!!  haha
wel i better go now coz mai daddy wants me to get off now..sighhh...latahzzz nights*

holidays are coming to an end..sobs

its friday..omg the holidyas are going soo quickly! aiyah...i havnt done umm any homework yet..fukknn fuK! haha shiet i reali gotta get sum done sooon..coz me got a maths test on wed and an inclass essay for english on wed morning...*first class* Eeek! and the great thing is..haha i juz finished reading mai novel this afternooon..lol soo slow! hrmm hahaha.. >.<
i tink tuesday i got some human biology thingy..sigh! soo much work to do...and i got soo much stuffs to do on friday too...accounting essay and intro calc hwk....aiyahh!!
newaize me hav to go sooon ..coz stoopid bro turn liao...american pie 2 ish gona be on tonight!! haha wOOooHh lol..yer wel um iwl write more tmrs....hrmm party tonights! haha time to drink down the sorrows and party hard! lOl..mmmMm alcimahol!...haha ok byEeess

cont from yestrday...

sorry abt yesterdays blog..it was kinda dodgy and short ! haha me couldnt stay online for long..sobs* hrm wel me been pweddi confuzzed lately..the whole boi issue has been makn mai head hurt soo much..sigh!
me trynin not to think abt him too much..but i cant help maiself..and it makes me sad at times... but hrm mai head is reali messed coz sometimes i dun feel nefink fo him and at times i reali like him..and it is confusing u kno! haha and it reali sukx...
sigh! hrm wel iwl be seeing him tmr night..i wonder wut gona happen..hahah wel iwl keep that to maiself ..
hrm wel today i stayed at home, coz me not reali allowed to go out anymore..*grounded* aiyah haha...hrm didnt get enof sleep too..
wel im not makin much sense..im not quite sure wut i am writting abt...me talkn to "him" right now..sigh! hehe i tink fwens are the best yer...so iwl b fine..haha hrm flirt a bit here and ther..haha >.<
hrm ok im talkn shiet now ..iwl write more wen i can think of stuff to write..>.< im wastn ppls time..sigh!
sign mai guestbook ppl! hahaha if u cBFd...k bYEBye

confused

today i went to galleria coz mai bro had a trumpet thingy in morley area...soo far away!! wut a terrible car ride there...sigh! lecturesss...hrmm and i was listening to mai cd in the car...sigh..all the love songs and heart breakin songs..fukn bs..lol made me sad..and think!! hrmmm mai head is soo fukd atm...
sometimes i feel like i like him and sumtimes it juz..blEh!! nothing there...hrm im confused that all..and i gtg coz argh not allowed online nemore rember hahah okok byebye

rEjected dReameR

sigh! hrm wel today i went out wit fwens and it was the worste day of my bumming life! haha sigh! aiyahh newaise it goes like this....
 
that boi..haha he played me like a foool...like everyone else i ever fell for..! sigh! wel hrm today i saw him and he snobbed me off..and then i say him agen abt 2-4 hours later and we went for a walk/talk..and he sed that he likes another gal..sigh! wel that reali suKd...i thought that maybe sumthink could happen but i guess i was wrong! sigh......aiyah i feel like shiet..!! everytime i fall for someone i alwaise get fukd over and im reali sick of it now..and i feel like giving up on the whole boi thing...aiyahh..
i feel stOopid..coz it only been a short while and i fell too easy maybe?! but then ppl kept on telling me that he liked me and to hook in blablabla....and i thought that sumtink mite happen..but he didnt feel the same..and i got fukd over..once agen! fuknn bs..i hate bois! haha >.< aiyahh
and then ppl made me cry..i mean tear! i tried to keep em in lah...coz it was inda middle of town! haha and ppl would be like wtF!! sigh!..hrm but wen ppl say stuff like ...aww dun cry it will be ok..blablabla..i cry! haha it triggers it lahh...aiyahhhh bLEHH!!
 
yer today was pweddi bs..i was supposed to go to metros then didnt end up going..hrm then bummed all day and it was raining...hrm also got snobbed by lotsa ppl..and ...HIm..haha >.< aiyah that fukn made my day! aiyah life is fukn full of motherfukn fukd up fukn shiet! sigh! o wels, i guess that is life..wel my life at least..and it fukn sucks!!!!! aiyah feel like shiET!!! i wana cry agen!! ahaha o yer, today was hel crying weather...coz it was raining...and i felt like shiet..and after i heard i juz felt like lying in mai warm bed and cry and listen to the rain! haha stoopid me!!
 
lalala....sigh!! whuy isit that wenever i get close to a boi i get fukd over??!! it is soo annoying...the ones that i am actualli interested in and think that there might be sumtink...and wut do i get in return!?? siighh!! *rEjeCteD dreAmeR* >.< BlEhhh..
 
okok i need to get over it!..iwl be fine i tink..lukily he told me earlier yer..coz if i fell more i would be fukn ********************************************** i dunoo ! lOL bEeeEePP! swearing mai ass ofF! lol and i dun tink iwl be abl to typ and be in mai bed cryin or sum shiet ! hahaha o welss..life is like that!!
lallalala....im finEe! hrmmmmmm i guess me fall tooooo easi and i juz suK! ..
 
ok end of blog fo now.
 

bOis bOis boiSs....

aiyah bois..soooo annoying..haha i hate this stoopid bf/gf thing..!! >.<
hrm ryt now im juz reali confused and i feel soo bad..coz mai fwen likes me..and im reali good fwens wit him now... i knew how he felt abt me so i tried my hardest not to lead him on..but im not that type to fully reject peoples..so me had to restrict myself into doing many things while i was with him..=/ hrm wel, i thought that maybe he had finally got over me and not long ago..i met some boi and i tink i could most probably fall for him!..aiyahh hehe..hrm, wel newaise this gd fwen of mine..hrmm i told him abt this new boi and i hurt his feelings...aiyahhh i feel bad..but he duznt understand they situation he put me in too..coz knowing that he liked me made me restrict myself from doing things coz i didnt want to lead him on...siigh! he has been thru quite alota shiet lately and i dun wana make it worste but i tink i juz did..and i feel like shiet!!! i feel bad lah but i duno wut to tell him..coz i dun wana make him feel worste..but i dun wana loose him as a fwen! hrm hopefully he will understand lah..but i duno? it mite be weird between us after this..i hope not tho! siigh! up to him i guess....aiyah i duno..im kinda confused...>.<
newaise, this other boi..he is a reali nice guy..and he is pwedi daymn fine too! haha aiyah..i havnt had a "proper" bf in soo long...and i duno? i tink i tink to muCh! haha >.< im afraid of the result and all and i duno? it juz been too long i gues..and iv been single fo quite a whyl now..siigh! hrmm iv had "improper" bois..hrm meaning i never officialy bf/gf..but we do things that we not supposed to be doing..and mani ppl thought that we wer going out..but we wernt..u kno wut im sayin? haha lOl..but we got over each other after a couple of months..but we are still fwens! hehe ..sighh! im a weirdo..shoOoosh..keep it to urself! lol
hRmm yes bois bois bois..siigh!! hehe
ok wel i write more laters.. ^_^ bYEbyez

one week of holidays gone....sobs*

today i went to citee and bummed ..as usual..hehe  =Pp i was feeling kinda dull and lifeless coz there wasnt many people there tOo..which was kinda unusual..hrmm met some boi..hrmm hehhee.. siigh... i duno wut im doing lahh..im kinda confused coz it been sooo long since i last had a boi and i duno..i tink im scared??.. afraid to commit coz im afraid of the ending??..siighh.. i duno wut to dOo..soBz..hehe
ANYWAYs..haha im watchn BullEtprOof atm on channel 10..hehe this show ish farni...hrm MiB ish on too haha.. gO wilL~~^_^
 
hrm one week of holidays is over and i havnt even finished reading my book for english..."to kill a mockingbird" ..aiyah it is toooo boring..... keep on puttin me to sleep..anyone wana help me do my essay? aiyahh...and i got my econs and accounting..and intro calc..stoopid skUl..>.< siiiighhh!!
 
me restricted from going out and using net..siighh!! aiyah these holidays been pretty ...bs !!gettin into too much shiet and im sooo sick of it liao..i feel like running away sumtimes eyy..aiyah! my life is stoopid....aiyahhhH!! BLEH!!! >.< o wels..i guess in life we always hav to go thru all this kinda shiet that gets thrown at us..coz..that juz life!! hahah... we hav to overcome all the obsticals that life throws at us.........siiighh
heheh ok wel iwl write more laters.......
 
byebyez all.. ^_^

life is fucking full of motherfuking fukd up fukn shiet©j_s

i havnt been online in a whyle so me gona post this blog this way.....hehe
 
tuesday 13th july 2004
hrm today we went to metroz.....the music was shiet and there wer no bois..lol..>.< too many gals..pweddi daymn slutty too...hrm wel u get that ey!!..hrmmm lalal..tues was a pretty shiet day....hrmmm after metros was ok lah..had pizza..hehe thank u kelvin~hehe o thankz fo the icecream tina..! lol..
 
wednesday 14th july 2004..
hehe hrm wel today i called one of my bestest bum fwens in the entire world..haha *chris* yay..it been soo long since i last talkd to him...he all the way in singapore..=( miss u heapz chris!! hehe
yer talkn to him made my day coz the pass few days have been reali shiet!!!..ever since hrm monday i tinks..stoopid holidays!! >.< siigh...
 
thursday ...
today i was supposed to go out..but grrr...hrm went out to city wit mom at abt 3 and parents went to chek out some shop they want to buy..=/ hrm then i had to bring my stoopid annnoying..bro..i mean sis around city wit me..and me met up wit sum fwens...hrm wasnt feeling v happy coz i juz got caught by my daddy..coz me use the net alot at night without my parents knowing..but there are records that he found out abt and so i got into some shiet..and GRRr..i want adsl! =( sobbz* aiyah o wel....hrm wel bummed around city and nb fo a bit den went out fo lunch at sum chinese restraunt in applex...then went shopping..hehe *late night* at garden city...hrm kinda v boring... hrm i bought sum curtin thingy..hehe..i thought it was quite cute so yer..hahah hrmmmmmm
 
today is friday!! hehe today hrm i slept in..ALOT! haha..um coz parents went out this morning..yay so i slept !! hehe ...til abt 1ish..but i guess it ok coz me slept at abt 4:30am!! hehe o today i talked to chris agen! hehe coz joelee met up wit him for me! yay..hehe thank u anjoElina joEle!! hehe..yer joelee soo nice coz he lent chris his mobile to call me! hehe *cofrichcof* haha =Pp
today oso got mtv movie awards~it was ok lah..and then got big brother uncut awards..me watchn it now...hehe it quite very funni.. =)
 
newaise i tink iwl b off now...byebyezz

iMma gEek!! hahaha...>.<

hrm wel im in riverton library atm...and im hungry! haha errr my bro is reading this atm and is the koolest piece of crap ever! lmao..er he is single so if anyone wants a boifriend then holla at me! lol he thought he was gay! haha dun worry!! ^_^ hRM yess leonard loves mEn! ahha JKJKJKZ..hRMmm *thinkz* hahah
lalala..anyone wana buy me some maccas? maybe ome nuggets and chips..plus a chocolate sundae please!! mMm chocolate..haha ok sowee im bored atm..gona fall asleep soon..>.< hRMmm time to play some net games!! haha byEByezz *huGglz*

What You Mean To Me…

You turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.

When I needed you the most, you were there;
Even if it seemed like you didn't care.
When I didn't think I could make it another day,
You chased all my doubts away.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A treasure is what you are to me.

The world is full of many people, it's true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You're a God-sent gift from above.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
An angel is what you are to me.

Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad;
You've taken away all the bad.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A best friend is what you are to me!!

hrm wel it all avt fwens atm..hahah juz wana say thank u agen!! u boix kno hu u are!! ^-^ rmbr that iwl alwaixe b here fo u..*smilez* FoRevAa fWenSz~~*hUgGleZx* ^^

you were alwaixe there...

Whenever I needed someone to talk to
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with
pain, and
You were always there.
There was no time when I had doubt
to come to you because
You were always there.
I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and
that you really cared.

Whenever I was down and blue
You were always there.
No matter my problems, are what was wrong
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing matters
You were always there.

Now your gone, and I don't know what to do
I close my eyes and think of you, and how
You were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures, and get
memories of you
Can you hear me now
At night I pray, and I speak to you
I guess you were right when you told me no matter
how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again, but till then
I have to say goodbye

Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak
of you
One thing I will always say is
You were always there.

forever fwensz!!*muakSz*

+fweNsz fOrevErz+ 

cast away

hehe wel this was actualli for umm..sunday night..and i was supposed to typ this yestrday but now it flowed into today..coz it pass midnight liao...hrmmm
wel this movie is actualli very nice one..^-^ if u never watched bfo, it is abt Chuck (tom hanks)..i tink that what his name was..lol..um haha wel he gets in a aeroplane crash yer..haha and um he is the only survivr..and he floats to an isolated island in the middle of..er nowher..>.< and years pass and he ends up living off coconuts and shiet for 4 years..and he has a fwen, wilson (the vball) ^_^ hehe and after 4 years he thinks of a way to escape from the island..and he made a raft and all and difts into sea...ehehe and finally he gets rescued and goes home and finds that his gf has moved on had has a family of her own ..yer wel this movie was kinda stoopid at times but v nice and meaningful tOo...
it made me think abt how lucki i am to hav such good fwens in my life.. (u all kno whu u are!) hehe..i like to think alright!! leave me alone! lol..>.< uMm yer the show made me think abt my close bumhol fwens i got and make me feel happy that i got them all~hehe hrm while we are on this subject..iwl juz like to say thank u! thank u to all my bestest fwens out ther for being there for me when i was down and for sharing funny and happy memories wit me! this show made me realise that friends are v important in life and they are alwiase ther as a companionship foreverz! so u never feel sad and alone, and they can help u cope wit all the shiet that life throws at us...thank u for being there for me and putting up wit my crap throughout these years!! ^-^ im greatful to meet u all!! hehe *huGglz* aiyahH.. i miss u chris! eventho we mai be seperated by many oceans and lands u will alwaise be in my heart oki^_^ coz u been a v good fwen to me and i will alwixe be here fo u..hehe *muAkz* hrm goes the same to all of my bumhol fwens out ther! haha ..siigH...
cast away has showed that living life alone is no fun and friends is a v important part of living..coz witout friends u hav nowun to turn to (prentend that im talkn abt being in tom hanks position ok!! lol wen u stuk on the island wit no family and a volleyball friend named wilson!! lol) ..see chuk only had his wilson to keep him company..so now chuk dun feel lonely and he still got the determination to live on !! hehe

siigh wut am i on abt...??!! hrmm wel it ish reali late now..it has taken me err 3 hrs to write this..not reali focused on one thing atm..hehe >.< too mani thinkgs going on !! Eek!!

hrm oso that movie has taught me that there are many things in life that we take fogranted..coz there are mani places out there in the world who dun get as much as we do here...>.<>.< siiiGhhh...

wel i guess i better be off to bed liao...>.< its nearli 4am..eEek..sowee for confusing everyone wit mai unko posting today..

gOooOodnightz ~~and keep smilingz!! *mUAkz*

aWw.. 

+liDdle bOi^bOi dReamEr+ 

holidays...

wel, today is the start of the mid year holidays! yay..hehe finally off skul..now i can make up fo lost sleep time..>.< hehe by sleeping in! and extending late nights..haha..
hrm today is boring..im supposed to be cleaning up the house..>.< ahah coz parents went house hunting..and im left wit mai little annoying bro..i mean sis! haha >.<
holidayss..aiyah going to be boring..i got soo much hwk and assignments to do..siighh! and everything is due bak on the first week of next term! siighh...
hrm me is talkn to mai fwen in spore..he better be coming bak after the holidays..coz many ppl will be missing u here babez! hehe ^_^ yer u better..(if u reading this) hehe!! mUst listen to ur sSs^huMsup^x|ao^jiE..lmAO..wtF..>.<
life is so boring..and it sUkz..>.< i wish i was back in spore right now..so i can do my shopping ehe..and meet up wit all mai fwens and relatives!! siighh..missin u all heaps! *huGgles* hopefulli i can go bak at the end of the year..but that is if i do good in mai skul..>.< which is hard! haha coz i feeling pweddi stoopid lately..! i need a tutor for intro calc and econs i tinks..>.< anywun wana help me? hehe..
wel i tink i better go clean up the house a bit more bfor my parents come home!
take cares u aLl! and rember to keep smilings...coz thers someone out there who loves ur smile and while looking at u sighs and says..lifes worth while! hehe so smiles all! ^-^
*mUakz*

PrOmiSe..

As you sit in silence,
Wondering why
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
Until your tears run dry.

When you've been hurt,
And can't believe what they've done
If you need someone to talk to
I'll be the one.

If a close friend hurts you,
And you don't understand
Remember I'm here,
I'll lend a helping hand.

Burdens are lighter when carried by two,
And I just want you to know
I'm here for you.

Hoobastank - the reason

I'm not a perfect person
as many things I wish I didn't do
but I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
it's something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why I need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you

this is the song i am totalli in love wit atm..>.< hehe...it is such a nice song...the singer has sucha nice voice hor~?! hehe..siigHh...i dun hav mai reason yet.....